ratti pillo loves you always.

SO....

I posted a free profile on match.com. For shits and giggles, and a particularly boring Friday night. I told myself that I wouldn't sign up for it, just see what goes on in the world of internet dating. In desccribing my online dating venture I've gotten mixed responses- from "Why???" to "It feels weird to me...like they send you a catalog of mens" to "That's cool, see anyone you like". I don't know my whole opinion of it. I mean, I'm pretty sure I can meet mens in the 'real world', but sometimes it's nice to cruise around these sites and see what's out there. Plus, it's always fun writing about yourself (it's my inner narcisist).

Now, on match.com you can't send e-mails or reply to them unless you are a paid member. The only thing you can do is 'send winks'; and say you're not interested or send one back. Okay, so i've gotten a lot of 'winks' (i feel slightly dirty when I say that), and mostly from 36-49 year old guys who are Fugg and stuff, older guys at 30 (some Fugg some not), and like maybe 1-4 who are 25 (i don't remember if they're fugg or not). Maybe like 2 cuties. Anywhoo, I told myself that I would sign up for a trial month period if I got 15 e-mails.

Today, when I opened my gmail....SOMEONE HAS SENT YOU AN EMAIL...this is #15. Oh boy. Now I feel slightly obligated to try it. I mean, part of me is just interested in seeing who email me. Maybe it's the cutie I winked at. Boy, was he cute. He is 26, a documentary film maker, and lives in brooklyn, and apparently an EnrgticTrvlr. Oh, and he kind of looks like a model, like sports, cafes, and intelligent shit like history. Does that even exist?

Sigh. I mean, I haven't been concentrating on my dating life. It's pretty much non-existent, and I don't mind it. I just feel like I should be meeting someone, or something, I dunno. IT's weird. Jen at work told me that someone at work wanted to ask me out. Now, this guy is someone i've known for a while, and I'm no where near attracted to him. HE's a nice guy, don't get me wrong, but he has his issues and I just don't want to deal with that, plus dating a co-worker. I feel that most of my life already revolves around that damn bookstore, and I certainly don't want another relationship to come out of that place.BAH. Where are all my cute computer IT/engineers/curators at?? haha. I need to go live somewhere else, this NJ dating pool is getting stupid and boring.